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Today is pregnancy and infant loss awareness month and as I sit hear listening to my sweet baby boy who has most recently learned his precious voice and uses it all the time, I rejoice in God's grace yet mourn at the loss of our two other precious babies! Sweet little ones, you are missed every day and I know you'd be the best siblings to Zac man! I am so thankful for the short time God placed you in my tummy and smile knowing you now sit in His lap! Know you are remembered and loved always! Love this post written by a fellow fertility sister! Join today in the Wave of Light to remember these angels at 7-8 pm!

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